Unrequited

I'm in love.
Not a crush, not in like. LOVE

He makes me so happy. Too bad he can never know.

And being just friends with someone is like a bizzare form of self torture.

Although, I will never unbottle these feelings, I have been the happiest I have been in such a long time.

WHY IS IT SO EASY TO GET NAKED ONE WAY AND NOT THE OTHER?