Dear, Diary

I think that I am pure evil. Well maybe not pure evil just like 40%. Even though, I am over he who shall not be named, his little play thing makes me sick. She swears that she is more then his current toy at the moment, and she talks about me, belittling my past relationship with her "boo". As if! Now I must admit that once upon time ago. I was a tad bit jealous of the relationship that I thought those two shared. It looked picture perfect, but what doesn't look that way on facebook? The worst thing to happen to her, was for me to find out what he does to her, how he treats her and most of all... have him prove to me that he misses me.
Now where does the evil part come in, you ask? Well I want to prove to her that she is not to him what she thinks she is. I want to prove that he only keeps her around because of his own boredom and she is the only one who does any and everything he asks of her. Without the slightest inkling to do the same for her.

Let the games begin.

P.S.

SODA MAKES MY NOSE FIZZLE

SODA GIVES ME THE GIGGLES

HEHEHEHEHE

Can you tell that I am in a good mood?

To You From Me

He loves me,

He loves me not,

Whether he does or doesn't, have or had... Today he made me realize that I just don't care anymore. I don't need him and I am no longer obsessed with the pain.

Thank You Heartbreaker

Unexpected Pleasure

(I'll keep you my dirty little secret)

When does the healing start?

Jill Scott is better then me at this:

I can't hold it in forever
Eventually I'd have to breathe
Done hid a lot behind the light, behind the wall
Now it's crushin in on meHow did I let it get this far?
How did I make this wrong turn?
How do I change a thing I've done?
Only one lesson learned
I can't pretend this hurts
Deeper than I imagined
What I did to a friend
I can't take it back in
How could I do a thing like that?
Where was my conscience at?[Somebody tell me](Tell me..)
In pain I really played my part[I know I did]
Now tell me where the healing starts[Ohhh]

MIRROR MIRROR ON THE WALL

No person thinks there is much ado about nothing when that ado is about themselves.

A+

I received my midterm that I took last week, A+. I needed that, maybe that will be the motivation that I need... so I can actually get my other work done.